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.my current path of life.
.im goin to be an activist.
.gonna save people as much as i can.
.am gonna be poor and unpopular.
.but it is ockay.
.because my life is just between me and my God.
.and my God does not need money from me ^^ .
.God that provide me with everything to sustain as long as i strive for the best of me.
.thankful for it.
.i hope this path wont hurt people.
.i really hope so.
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when i was small, i was intrigued by the idea of becoming an activist. by i am not brave enough to actually become one.
ReplyDeletei had never dreamed to grow up and find a job with big money. even in my state of unemployment right now, i am not in rush to get myself employed. the kind of job i really like to do is charity work. money does attract me, always. but i want a job that means something to me. a job that allow me to serve the society.
yep. i agree with u for the enthusiasm spirit :D
ReplyDeletesometimes , when everything seems meaningless in our eyes, doing good deeds, helping people looks like the only way to achieve satisfaction in life.
maybe because we emptied our hearts when we search what is the meaning of our existence? trying to find something to fill it but all seems not right and not suitable..or we just afraid that by filling it with wrong material , we had done wrong decisions..
for that the only way is by doing good things :)
because it is pure and sincere and is done my oir own effort. not sure ^^
i guess i'm afraid that i will end up being like all these people we see around us, those who dedicate their lives to earn as much money as they can, who eventually miss out the actual meaning and joy of living. that's why i want to do charity work, for once i want to know that my work pay me not in terms of money, but with self-satisfaction.
ReplyDeleteit is easier when we dont clings to responsibilities~
ReplyDeletethings that i most fret of is , when im going down with the path ... escaping the norm of system. will i hurt others? families and friends?
actually i think charity work holds more responsibility. we cant just stop doing it just because. once we start, we ought to have a very solid reason to stop.
ReplyDeletewhatever we decide, we cant always please others. there's always someone hurt by our decisions. that someone can be us too. we care about them, but remember, they care about us too.
i agree that the internal scope of the work got many responsibilities. what i meant was externally... there so many external factor that withhold us in doing activist work in real life .
ReplyDeleteAnd thats why i hope by jumping into the path, i will not hurt others whom maybe im not aware the responsibilities i had unto them ^^
oh now i get it.
ReplyDeletewe can never know. the best thing to do is make your intentions clear to your family and find out if they agree with you. there's always a price to pay for every decision we make.