=)

langit

birunya luas bagai lautan tidak bertepian
kedalaman infiniti menampung jutaan bintang
tersergam gagah indah dan cantik
jauhnya x pernah dapat dicapai tangan2
dekatnya sungguh dia pada hati ini

oh langit

jatuhlah jatuh padaku
biar ku tampung kamu
seberat mana wajahmu
kerana ku selalu tahu
titis titis air hujan itu
adalah tangisan hati kelu

wahai langit

Jgn lah kau sorok bintang bintang
kerana marahkan mereka
tanpa bintang2
yang baik turut buta
para nelayan dan juga pemgembara
tahu lah berhias bintang kau sangat cantik sekali

  langit :)

kau la yang baik hati
menolak awan2 menutup panas mentari
meniup niup angin supaya menari
agar petani lega sekali

oh langit

kau ada
walau kadang kelihatan tiada
sentiasa kau ada meneman
kau lah bumbung yg dilupa
tapi kau x penah lupa

cantik sempurna

Indahnya sungguh ciptaan Ilahi ini

Alhamdulilah

^^

encouragement

Dont push urself to much

cuz sometimes - u wont notice 

in that fog of vanity

that there s a cliff right in front of you

be still

reflect

and know that all are tests

all u need is

look back

look inside 

and reflect

that the world is not that dim

and always there a light

from within

from them who smiles

the helping hands

and

from

 alRahman

smile back

forward

then fly the moment

strive the current

felt the excitement

do

u can do it

always do
like before 

n know
that

failures are lesson learned

success are lesson earned

neither are liabilities

which will become histories

for generations to come

nothing
will go to waste
u are here
always for a reason
u just dont know it yet
live the moment
always
with wise remembrance
to be a better human


may Allah guide u
n for all the good that happened
He did
and for the all the tests
strengthen  u to be like today
He did
Alhamdulilahx3


reflect
n u will smile
reflect
n u will cry

^^

emotions :)

A mirage is an illusion of something real.

You are here
And you are far away
You are an illusion
Yet you are not
it is confusing in reflection
there s no logic in the essence
u dont need it
but u think otherwise

The presence existed
yet is like fantasy
it is a projection
an unreal fatamorgana
it hurts more than piercing of  swords
but it is really nothing of  none
it made tears fell
where there is no reason for it

It is there to remind you
it s not here to let you go
it is there for you to think
it is not here to let you know

thus..

dont be tricked by a mind game
because ur mind sees what it wanted to see
Use your sense use the right eye
and you will smile
with a blissful cry

what of it
and what should be done
there is nothing nevermore
there s no where to run
You are the master
The pathfinder of your own lore
choose the right destiny
and do what had to be done

be the best for all the rest
be at best
the time never rest

^^

The sleepless nights

This is one of those sleepless nights
Where thoughts are no where near by
that the ceilings seems so far far away
and so many things tend to happen all at once

staring trough the red sky the night canvas
it's cold and the chills really stings
looking by that window
searching for a star that hides between the clouds
the dark trees really stood still
the fields so empty and looking more vast that usual
the lights from buildings a million dots
the earth's stars?then a simple smile

wondering am i the only one doing all this
enjoying and suffering..
..the solitude and the serenity
the world looks peaceful this way
when people are dreaming away from reality

my thoughts are away in reality
their thoughts are away in their dreams
is it so different?
both is harmless dont they? , i invite my smiles :)

it is late
and im too early
i better go to sleep

^^

Tukang kebun

..Pohon2 kasih itu berputik cinta..

..di atas hati2 yang subur..

..disirami senyuman serba hangat..

..dibasahi rasa rindu amat..

..benih kasih itu asyik..

..bila mekar ia menawan cantik..

..siapa menyangka tidak tersedar..

..rupanya menyedut khasiat hati..

..jadinya hati ini kering rapuh..

..akar2nya jauh tercengkam..

..sejauh luas hati ini sendiri..

..buat diri lemah terbungkam..

..buat jiwa mati sendiri..

..bisa pohon itu mengalir..

..meracun segala pelusuk jiwa..

..menawar hati suatu ekstasi..

..tanpa sedar jiwa dinodai..

..Tapi takdir dia tersenyum..

..kebetulan dialah si tukang kebun..

..sang penunggu gelap jiwa sendiri..

..penjaga hati si pencabut cinta..

..lantas dicantas segala asyik..

..pedih rasa , sakitnya sangat..

..merentap kasih bukanlah senang..

..peritnya itu bukan kepalang..

..akar mesti dicabut sekali..

..menyentap segala isi hati..

..merentap paksa air mata bergenang..

..lalu tinggalkan luka yang x hilang..

..parut parut terkesan yang abadi..

..sesudah hati dijaga rapi..

..mengubati kesan yang dilukai..

..perlahan perlahan subur kembali..

..perlahan perlahan senyum kembali..

..musim itu datang lagi..

..dikala dingin sejuk sepi..

..kemudian angin hangat kembali..

..si tukang kebun tersenyum sendiri..

..senyuman penuh makna..

..kerana..

..dia mengerti..

..benih cinta telah datang lagi..

: )

Ghazali's Last

..Say to my friends..
..when they look upon me..
..dead..
..Weeping for me and mourning me in sorrow..


..Do not believe that this corpse you see is myself..


..In the name of God..
..I tell you..
..it is not I..
.
..I am a spirit, and this is naught but flesh..
..It was my abode and my garment for a time..
..I am a treasure, by a talisman kept hid..
..Fashioned of dust, which served me as a shrine..
..I am a pearl, which has left it's shell deserted..
..I am a bird, and this body was my cage..
..Whence I have now flown forth and it is left as a token..
..Praise to God, who hath now set me free..
..And prepared for me my place in the highest of the heaven..
..Until today I was dead, though alive in your midst..
..Now I live in truth, with the grave - clothes discarded..


..Today I hold converse with the saints above..
..With no veil between, I see God face to face..
..I look upon "Loh-i-Mahfuz" and there in I read..
..Whatever was and is and all that is to be..
..Let my house fall in ruins, lay my cage in the ground..
..Cast away the talisman, it is a token, no more..
..Lay aside my cloak, it was but my outer garment..
..Place them all in the grave, let them be forgotten..


..I have passed on my way and you are left behind..
..Your place of abode was no dwelling place for me..
..Think not that death is death, nay, it is life..
..A life that surpasses all we could dream of here..
..While in this world, here we are granted sleep..
..Death is but sleep, sleep that shall be prolonged..
..Be not frightened when death draweth night..
..It is but the departure for this blessed home..
..Think of the mercy and love of your Lord..
..Give thanks for His Grace and come without fear..


..What I am now, even so shall you be..
..For I know that you are even as I am..
..The souls of all men come forth from God..
..The bodies of all are compounded alike..
..Good and evil, alike it was ours..
..I give you now a message of good cheer..

..May God's peace and joy for evermore be yours..

- Imam Al-Ghazali -

layang layang hati =)

ku meniti jambatan langit

ke arah bulan bintang

kegelapan misteri

gemerlapan mutiara hati

jauhnya bumi kecil kelihatan

ku imbang-imbang di titian hidup

antara awan-awan dingin nyaman

terumbang ambing ditiup-tiup

ku senyum di sebalik takut

ku gembira hidup berbahaya

melompat di atas jaringan sehelai benang

hati ku besar melampaui akal-akal

seorang sahaja di atas ini

fenomena putih berseri

cukuplah ditemani camar-camar

aku cukup gembira ketika ini

berlari-lari di garisan ufuk senja

meniti sebelum hilang jadi malam

ketika itu aku terpesona

kejadian alam ciptaan maha berkuasa

khayal ku bagai layang layang

setinggi mana ku tetap di bumi nyata

terbang bersama angin dipandu oleh hati

sentiasa ku ingat tujuan ku melayang

; )

****

The sky is blue
it is so pretty
the moon is white
it is so pretty

Ur smiles are red
it is so pretty
ur face is pink
it is so pretty

ur love is hot
it is so pretty
ur smile is warm
it is so pretty

ur grace is astounding
it is so pretty
ur moves undeniable
it is so pretty

ur laughs a music
it is so pretty
ur voice a rainbow
it is so prety

what u do always is so pretty
what u emote always is so pretty
everything u do is so pretty
pretty is u is well define u
and always of always in my ugly hearts
u are n only u are
the u
are the most pretty =)

kucing2 kecil

*****

..kucing kucing yang kesejukan..
..di balik pohon2 sayu..
..mata mata yang berkaca kaca..
..guruh gempita mendayu dayu..

..menunggu ibu mereka..
..memanggil kesengsaraan..
..sembilu pelusuk hati mereka..
..jauh sebalik jerit hujan..

..kucing kucing yang kebuluran..
..menjadi tidak keruan..
..kelaparan jadi kerinduan..
..kesedihan jadi kekecewaan..

..masa masa yang berlalu..
..senyuman2 dan perasaan pilu..
..menunggu hidup tapi malu..
..menjadii kisah itu berlalu..

..tulang tulang yang kecil..
..di sebalik belukar itu..
..kasih2 yang terpencil..
..hilang dibunuhi masa lalu..

..kucing kucing masa lalu..
..kini kuat dan serba tahu..
..mengenal susah erti dunia..
..dewasa dengan segala kurnia..

*****

;)

how could u figure out the depth of someone's mind, if u never try to swim and felt the coldness in the pits of their deepest thoughts.

the barren surface of the ocean can never be a base of guess for what millions lively creatures live deep under aint it :)

i let u guys ponder of my thoughts above for a sec ;)

The dreaming

*********


..Have u ever swam in a dream..
..Have u ever fall in a dream..
..Have u ever smile in a dream..
..Have u ever cry in a dream..

..Is the feeling always overwhelming?..
..And of which the reality matters..
..because a dream is actually a reality..
..a reality in your reality..

..and the vision is always unclear..
..but the feeling is always clear..
..and of which when u fell tears in the dreaming..
..the tears also flows in ur sleep..

..Is it u or someone else?..
..Is it them or someone else?..
..actors and actresses in alternate reality..
..ur felt like u actually knew them..
..as if them u want, but their message is the actual truth..
..they play their reality to convey u..
..a stage of dream of truth and ur own reality..
..deceived u by it then u re delusional..
..understand reality behind reality then u re wise..

..u dont want to wake up..
..but eventually u will..
..shocked or serened..
..or not at all when u die..
..so wake up and find the actual reality..
..and when u found it u find serenity..
..and shook ur self and leave ur vanity..


..signs is everywhere if u cleared ur minds..
..be concious and be aware..
..cuz both are enemy of the dreaming..
..due dreams can consume dreams..
..be a dreamer but dont be forever..
..because..
..a dream..is only..a dream..
and only reality matters



***********

a thoughts after watching inceptions :)

In loves with the nights ^^

starry beautiful nights
u got a moon of one of the kind
and when the sky are blacks
she s the brightest , the moon of mine ;)

blanket of common give u warmth
blanket of night leave u peace
though i loved the morning breeze kiss
love it more the night still's whisp :b



by me ^^


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a beauty which never last
and bathe upon stolen bright
yet she is the queen of the night
rise in the absent of light
a master among the seas of star
and she is the queen of the night

by aus ^^

:..(

sory..i dumb..
im sad..
i dont understand things..
i hav no regrets..
just got alots of memories..
sad memories that i tried to forget..
almost forget..
is easy to forget..
is more easy to remember back..
reminiscences..
why..
y the happy memories also seems sad now..
pls memories..
dun u all be sad..
i dun wan to be sad..
because sadness hate me..
cause sadness hurt me..
and they are not my friends..
and i need friends..
to makes me happy..
oh im sory friends..
i am greedy :( ..
looking back..
i dun wan to be greedy..
i dun wan to be selfish..
pls go away frens..
i dun want to be self-centered..
im not sincere..
im not needed..
my paranoia..
pls go away..
u exclude me from the world..
am im blaming u for the sadness?
im not..
do i?..
pls dont..
pls quiet..
im not crazy..
im just sad..
sad be mu fren?
:)
will u?..
thanx.
i m with my sadness..
im happy with it~

1/billions

look to the sky
and cry
look downward
and be humbled

U are a dot
Lost in the ocean of ignorance
be still and nothing would happen
Do! and there will be motions


A dot can be ripple
If there s a strive,it will thrive
but it has no weight
Smile! for brilliant dot can be heavy ;)

From the east ,walk to the west
Relativity , the beautiful minds
seek the knowledge , seek the rest
Develop ur wisdom ,u ll be the best

Among the first
is the heart
then there s voices of reasons
prevent evil pushing hands
Of the last
the sword of righteous

The color of sorrow
The color of unity
The color of hope
Is darker than black

;)

I decided to move my poems from my fb to here also. This place, is , as well my vault of hearts ;) where my feelings reside~

once upon a time , the stupid me become careless and fall in love with a girl that was not on his league. Amist of all that , he had wrote a love poem to convey his feeling. @@ that was 1 year ago.
While organizing his pc's documents , he again stumble with the poem he wrote and smile cuz was amaze on how deep and stupidly he had fallen at that time. and so cuz the poem had just be a little meaning to him he would like to share it to his friends :)


here goes :-


When I last hav a thought of u , it is of always..

When I last think of u , I beg myself for not to…

When I last try to exclude u , ur haunting is forever eternal…

When I last not to love u , thus my soul cease from existence..


I like u so I love u so..

U are there when mine is nowhere..

U always here n always yet no..

Do u like me no ?, do u love me so?..


An image of u is soothing yet of pain..

N ur illusion lingers ,is it of torment or vain?..

To my heart will not assails of fear or death..

Yet it falters for the fragments of only the you.


When u are smiling the rains would stop…

Thus u are the rains-stopper, the vain-killer..

For the rains struck to bitter the only heart..

Thus u are the sky-brighter , the heart-serener..


Ur complexness fathom omni-knowledge..

A mind so beautiful any wisdom would pledge..

Ur words a yonder, unthoughtful riddles..

A word of love , all souls fiddles..




Every time I see u, its like falling from the sky..

For when it fall its hard to breath, the lungs would cry..

Sensation exhilarates, every heart pumps rakes..

The fall is long way to crash, it is an eternal wait..

N when it crash , its for only you..

For every last of u, it s a new falling to love..





Enjoy :P

Until my End

the route still far beyond the horizon ,the nature are against u n yet they do not intent to ..n between there n the rugged cloth, the suns glared furiously bringing thirst of pleasure . somehow i dunno the objective of heart's determination but it walks and walks to infinite never end's .kept smiling when it always hurt, kept looking when there's nothing there , there s no excuse for corroding despair.for even for the perilous journeys, there s always a point when u smiled at the pictures u had taken in ur minds. God is fair,God is fair..keep that firm in the mind , we never know everything but He knows all:)