Monday, August 8, 2011


“Before you talk, listen

Before you react, think

Before you spend, earn

Before you criticise, wait

Before you pray, forgive

Before you quit, try”


-Earnest Hemingway-



Friday, July 8, 2011

Untuk mu :)


Bagaimana hendak mengerti cantik?
Tanya diriku senyum senyum
Jawapan yang ku sudah tahu lama dahulu
Cuma termain kerna jiwa ku nakal

Hatiku menyebut;
Cantik itu dari idea
Dan idea itu tidak zahir
Mengenal kehalusan bukanlah impresi pertama
Tentu jutaan teka teki dan jawapan   

Kemudian ku nampak mu
setelah ribuan impresi
sejak pertama dan kini
kecantikan mu susah kufahami

Aku yang bergerak teguh
Kini sedikit goyah dan celaru
Ekspresi mu buat ku kelu keliru
Ekstasi yang buat ku haru biru

Ku bagai terselam dalam lautan mimpi
Terbang dan tenggelam dalam hakikat yang sama
Semua akibat aura kehadiran mu ini
Jauh dekat tetap juga rasa bersama

Ku kata ku tak mahu jatuh dahulu
Tapi terjatuh ku kini dan berkali kali

Acap kali tersungkur pedih tidak terperi
Namun kau hadir mengubati hati ku
Bukti kau pemberian dari Ilahi

Ku cinta mu , oh cinta hati ku
Sucikan hati ku wahai permata hati ku

Kau cahaya , pemberian dari Ilahi
Moga Cinta ku pada mu suatu hidayah yang indah
  bukan lah istidraj yang menyeleweng yang membuta


Terima kasih ya Allah swt dan juga
bidadari hati ku Nurdia Natasha kerna sudi menerima ku <3 ~

: )

Monday, June 6, 2011


Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku , Yang maha kaya , Yang mengetahui segala
Yang sentiasa Hidup dan tidak mati , Raja segala Raja , Yang selayak2 dipuji
Penguasa segala alam , Yang mendatangkan kegembiran dan kekuatan
Tempat kembali dan punca rezeki ,Maha adil dan sentiasa memahami
Yang memberi harapan dan senyuman, Yang maha pemurah lagi maha pengasihani

Terdetik dari hati ku kebencian kepada duniawi kerana kelemahan ku
Tapi ku tidak mahu kufur terhadap nikmat  Mu Ya Rahim
Jadikan lah aku ,merekayg sentiasa bersyukur ya Allah
Jadikan lah aku org2 yang beringat kepada Mu wahai Maha mendengar
Dan tingkat kan la kesabaran aku di dunia yg sekejap ini
Amin ya Tuhan sekalian alam.
Amin ya Allah pengabul segala harapan

Tuesday, May 17, 2011



Truly in the heart there is a sadness that cannot be removed except with the happiness of knowing Allah and being true to Him. And in it there is an emptiness that can not be filled except with love for Him and by turning to Him and always remembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it, it will not fill this emptiness.

*Ibn alQayyim rahimahullah*


Friday, May 6, 2011


Ya Allah Ya Rahim

Jauhkan aku dari kekufuran dan sifat ujub


fallen again

    ~  =)   ~

o little princess
my beloved of only
i watch u from afar
so far that i longed
but u lingers always
in this sacred garden
like beautiful butterfly 

in my puzzled hearts

o dearest of mine
let u play freely in this world
to see you getting far
to see you d forget
and how it hurts for every inch you and me
but i never bound you :)
never i would
and never i could
to put a string between us
due strings give scars
and for the love for me you
i will never hurt

o my lovely you
how my breath lack because of you
my focus blur never content
an ache of every time and places
hope prejudice and worriness
random lunacy that i commit
a sickness of delusional
you are the bane
yet you too the cure of all :)

i cared for you
i really do
and i promised my self
never i do
to let me regret
the care i for you
forever be

for only you i suffer
only you i smiled


Sunday, May 1, 2011


forgive me
i chased the world  much
didn't realize i was so far away

forgive me

pls show me the right path

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

dan cinta sejati itu sentiasa menunggu =)


I ll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I ll dress like your niece
And wash your swollen feet

Just don't leave

I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy-kitten smile

Just don't leave

And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps

Just don't leave
  Don't leave
  Don't leave
  Don't leave


radiohead - True loves waits

Thursday, April 7, 2011

perjalanan hidup

A step ,thus another step
through the life we brought
with a dirt along that route
  a handful of gray earth and these feelings

we had wondered aimlessly
and mesmerized at the glimpse of light
just before the darkness succumb
a wisdom patiently guards

The guardian speaks
"a pathfinder who had lost his way,
when a lost path is also a way,
and what is the correct way?
when you see there are many ways
and advanced without a single sway"

through and through
we move forward
a step for another step
an infinite sequence
and content with it we are

a smile
a hope from hopelessness
The strive unconsciously driven
all for one other smile =)

are bittersweet 

and with eyes closed and deep breath 
the heart do felt the most
of how beautiful these are

: )


Sunday, April 3, 2011

hehe ; )

i can be everywhere

if u want me to be : )


Monday, March 28, 2011



he is still
strong and determined
he is unshakable
good willed and ever wise

he stood for life
aged and smile
and for their life he stood and smile
a generation consist generations
a thousand nest of new borne life
a thousand nourishment for all the life
compassionate he is
it is just part of a life cycle
He is what he is

He is old and alone
but overwhelm by kindness
for that
he do not wither
for that he do not falter
against the many unkind seasons
less the kindness that he knows are many
 the raindrops 
the sun and the soils
and sometimes bees and birds
a thousand friends
his serenity do overwhelms not?
every life do loves him
it is reasoned =)

he is the tree
the one and only
borne an acorn
now wise and friendly
ever be loved
yet deep in solidarity

Wednesday, March 23, 2011


no matter how different you would be now

you will return to the same end as we all be


Beauty can only be recognized by time

Friday, March 11, 2011

besday wish :) 10 march


i wonder..

when is the time

that i can smile compassionately

and praise to Allah at the same time for same purpose i smiled


and be smiled back for the same reasons i did


Monday, March 7, 2011


What drives you?

Your hearts , or your foolishness?


know that, human will always be a fool

if not he d be omniscience

if not he need not learn

let it be known too 


 a heart is born pure : )

it is free of desire and clean of stains
let it be not drowned

and killed by dirt of sins

else a heartless you ll be

and foolishness will ever be


Thursday, March 3, 2011

nearer to earth than the sky

why u want to burden urself with everything
when carrying nothing is burden less

desire is just a trickster
dont be fooled by the few moments of glory

: )

lost is easily forgotten

when they in depth of trancing laugh

the yesterday sorrow

cast aside by today's joy

dont forget ur hardship

the finest talisman of remembrance

when you were climbing the pit of despair

crawling up to see a glitter of hope

dont fall again because a mistep

mistep for being at lost

at lost of the temporary happiness

welded by desire and pride

be reserved be kind

be compasionate be selfless

be less be generous

be humble be righteous

nothing of desire is everything of need

why chasing worldly perfection

if your inner perfection is reduced by it

the inner you is what you will remember ur whole life


by the end of your worldly days.. are the only  the one who read back..

whats has been written by you

in ur books of life 

just dont let the later u despair..

..for what the u now had done and will do

.pretty please.

: )


Wednesday, March 2, 2011


: )

Choosing truth and admitting it

is always painful and agonizing unpleasant

but realize :)

it is all an outer reality

after awhile . serenity will come inside

after all

the road of kindness is always bitter

a selfless route

as oppose to the road of evil

where its world is all about desire

due desire satisfy evil

  the inner will never become sober

because evil can only befriend evil

and when they fall

only kindness can help

kindness that they always oppress and kill

that's the reality

in the route of tyrant


in reality

the world is not about what u can gain from it

but what you have done for it


Thursday, February 24, 2011

; )

I'm so happy today : )


although im poor

i felt i am richer

and giving my smiles away ^^


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Umar R.A's

-A will from a great leader- 

Be kind and generous to the Muhajirun and the Ansar.
Those out of them who are good, be good to them; those who are bad overlook their lapses.

Be good to the people of the conquered lands. They are the outer line of our defense; they are the target of the anger and distress of our enemies. They contribute to our revenues. They should be taxed only on their surplus wealth.

Be gracious to the Bedouins as they are the backbone of the Arab nation.

I instruct you to be good to the Dhimmis for they are your responsibility. Do not tax them beyond their capacity. Ensure that they pay the Jizya without undue inconvenience.

Fear God, and in all that you do keep His pleasure in view. In the matter of people fear God, and in the matter of Allah do not be afraid of the people.

With regard to the people, I enjoin upon you to administer justice with an even hand. See that all the legitimate requirements of the people are met. Be concerned for their welfare. Ensure the safety of their person and property.

See that the frontiers of our domains are not violated. Take strong steps to guard the frontiers.

In the matter of administration do not prefer the rich to the poor. Be hard against those who violate the law. Show them no mercy. Do not rest content until you have brought the miscreants to book.

Treat all the people as equal. Be a pillar of strength for those who are weak and oppressed. Those who are strong but do wrong, make them pay for their wrong-doings.

In the distribution of booty and other matters be above nepotism. Let no consideration of relationship or selfish interest weigh with you.

The Satan is at large; it may tempt you. Rise above all temptations and perform your duties in accordance with the injunctions of Islam. Get guidance from the Holy Quran and Sunnah. Freely consult the wise men around you. Apply your own mind in difficult cases, and seek light from God.

Be simple in your living and your habits. Let there be no show or ostentation about you. Lead life as a model Muslim. As you are the leader of the Muslims, justify your leadership by being the best among them all.

May God bless you

- Umar al-Farouq ibn al-khattab -

Friday, January 28, 2011



birunya luas bagai lautan tidak bertepian
kedalaman infiniti menampung jutaan bintang
tersergam gagah indah dan cantik
jauhnya x pernah dapat dicapai tangan2
dekatnya sungguh dia pada hati ini

oh langit

jatuhlah jatuh padaku
biar ku tampung kamu
seberat mana wajahmu
kerana ku selalu tahu
titis titis air hujan itu
adalah tangisan hati kelu

wahai langit

Jgn lah kau sorok bintang bintang
kerana marahkan mereka
tanpa bintang2
yang baik turut buta
para nelayan dan juga pemgembara
tahu lah berhias bintang kau sangat cantik sekali

  langit :)

kau la yang baik hati
menolak awan2 menutup panas mentari
meniup niup angin supaya menari
agar petani lega sekali

oh langit

kau ada
walau kadang kelihatan tiada
sentiasa kau ada meneman

kau lah bumbung yg dilupa
tapi kau x penah lupa

cantik sempurna
Indahnya sungguh ciptaan Ilahi ini


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

love story

"It was only for a man that a woman changes"
- Aminah Assilmi -


and for that love she changed
picturesque even more ..
for the beautifully love that changes
comes from alRahman

a forever relation :) 

and a woman in love is prettiest among all
eternally evermore 
she fell deeply and lost
  in love 
with her only 
God  Almighty


Friday, January 14, 2011


Dont push urself to much
cuz sometimes - u wont notice 
in that fog of vanity
that there s a cliff right in front of you

be still
and know that all are tests

all u need is
look back
look inside 
and reflect
that the world is not that dim
and always there a light
from within
from them who smiles
the helping hands

smile back
then fly the moment
strive the current
felt the excitement

u can do it
always do
like before 

n know

failures are lesson learned
success are lesson earned
neither are liabilities
which will become histories
for generations to come

will go to waste
u are here
always for a reason
u just dont know it yet
live the moment
with wise remembrance
to be a better human

may Allah guide u
n for all the good that happened
He did
and for the all the tests
strengthen  u to be like today
He did

n u will smile
n u will cry


Wednesday, January 12, 2011


 “ A women’s heart should be so lost in God, that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her. ”

requoted from 

tanx nisha for the tips :)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

emotions :)

A mirage is an illusion of something real.

You are here
And you are far away
You are an illusion
Yet you are not
it is confusing in reflection
there s no logic in the essence
u dont need it
but u think otherwise

The presence existed
yet is like fantasy
it is a projection
an unreal fatamorgana
it hurts more than piercing of  swords
but it is really nothing of  none
it made tears fell
where there is no reason for it

It is there to remind you
it s not here to let you go
it is there for you to think
it is not here to let you know


dont be tricked by a mind game
because ur mind sees what it wanted to see
Use your sense use the right eye
and you will smile
with a blissful cry

what of it
and what should be done
there is nothing nevermore
there s no where to run
You are the master
The pathfinder of your own lore
choose the right destiny
and do what had to be done

be the best for all the rest
be at best
the time never rest