Tuesday, May 17, 2011



Truly in the heart there is a sadness that cannot be removed except with the happiness of knowing Allah and being true to Him. And in it there is an emptiness that can not be filled except with love for Him and by turning to Him and always remembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it, it will not fill this emptiness.

*Ibn alQayyim rahimahullah*


Friday, May 6, 2011


Ya Allah Ya Rahim

Jauhkan aku dari kekufuran dan sifat ujub


fallen again

    ~  =)   ~

o little princess
my beloved of only
i watch u from afar
so far that i longed
but u lingers always
in this sacred garden
like beautiful butterfly 

in my puzzled hearts

o dearest of mine
let u play freely in this world
to see you getting far
to see you d forget
and how it hurts for every inch you and me
but i never bound you :)
never i would
and never i could
to put a string between us
due strings give scars
and for the love for me you
i will never hurt

o my lovely you
how my breath lack because of you
my focus blur never content
an ache of every time and places
hope prejudice and worriness
random lunacy that i commit
a sickness of delusional
you are the bane
yet you too the cure of all :)

i cared for you
i really do
and i promised my self
never i do
to let me regret
the care i for you
forever be

for only you i suffer
only you i smiled


Sunday, May 1, 2011


forgive me
i chased the world  much
didn't realize i was so far away

forgive me

pls show me the right path