Saturday, May 29, 2010

One of my fav all time games ^^

Eyes On Me

Faye Wong

Whenever I sang my songs
On the stage on my own
Whenever I said my words
Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If a frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did your ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If a frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

hahhaha ttbe teringat kesah chenta 2 watak dlm game ni ^^
sweet gila, men game pun feeling2. :P

Monday, May 24, 2010

quote of the day :D

when the man learns to Love... he must bear the risk of hatred...

In loves with the nights ^^

starry beautiful nights
u got a moon of one of the kind
and when the sky are blacks
she s the brightest , the moon of mine ;)

blanket of common give u warmth
blanket of night leave u peace
though i loved the morning breeze kiss
love it more the night still's whisp :b

by me ^^


a beauty which never last
and bathe upon stolen bright
yet she is the queen of the night
rise in the absent of light
a master among the seas of star
and she is the queen of the night

by aus ^^

Thursday, May 20, 2010

quote of the day :D

life is j0urney,,not a destinati0n

Monday, May 17, 2010


4: may i come in?
11: of course ^^ ( smile brightfully )

Friday, May 14, 2010


sory..i dumb..
im sad..
i dont understand things..
i hav no regrets..
just got alots of memories..
sad memories that i tried to forget..
almost forget..
is easy to forget..
is more easy to remember back..
y the happy memories also seems sad now..
pls memories..
dun u all be sad..
i dun wan to be sad..
because sadness hate me..
cause sadness hurt me..
and they are not my friends..
and i need friends..
to makes me happy..
oh im sory friends..
i am greedy :( ..
looking back..
i dun wan to be greedy..
i dun wan to be selfish..
pls go away frens..
i dun want to be self-centered..
im not sincere..
im not needed..
my paranoia..
pls go away..
u exclude me from the world..
am im blaming u for the sadness?
im not..
do i?..
pls dont..
pls quiet..
im not crazy..
im just sad..
sad be mu fren?
will u?..
i m with my sadness..
im happy with it~

Sunday, May 9, 2010


I hav heard of a story if why we need to recite al-Quran although
we didnt know the meaning:


There s a father and a child.
A child ask " father y we need to recite the quran although not yet to know the meanings"
The father smiled and reply " dear son, i ll show u but 1st can i ask u a favor?"
The child looks to his father.
"Sure father" and smiled.
"There's a dirty basket used for carrying coal and there s a big bucket there for storing water . Go feel the bucket with water by that river there using the basket . go :) "
The child frown, and looks at he basket.
"But father, the basket is not suitable of carrying got , i dont think.."
The father smiled" Dear, you will understand it later, but firstly..try do of what is asked u to do ;)"
The child nods and do as what his father instructed him to do.
After a couples of round the child become exhausted and it seems, the basket kept leaking and will never manage to reach the bucket when the time comes for him to pour it to the bucket.

At last, the child surrender.
"Father, im sory..i just..."puff puff" cant fill the water, it is just impossible. sory father"..puff puff.
The father brought him a flask of cool drinking water and he began to drink it.
He then began to caress him with care.
"Son , do u know what u have achieve?"
The son looks to his father eyes and didnt fathom.
"No father, please do tell"
Smiled " Son looks at the basket, what did u see?"
The child looks " Id see nothing.."
"See it u noticed anything different? dear son"
Looking carefully, he replied.
" Accept for the basket become more clean, i do not see anything different"
The father give a soft laugh and he said.
"Exactly son!...the basket is now cleaned ;)... this persona can be said as to reciting the Quran, although its looks like nothing to u my dear one, but the act is a cleansing act ,note this and remember it always. If u do something good, Allah will always rewards u with an unexpected twist ;)"
The child ponder for a while and the give a brightful smile and thanks for the meaningful explanation. The father welcomed him :)

For me ;)

A good person's life will always be tested by Allah.
And He will reward u with unexpected gift for your struggle and hardship :).
But u will always not see the rewards because it is to coincidental.
Look carefully in everywhere of ur life and eventually ull see it :)
Everything that is good comes from Him :D.

example from me ;)

i lost my psp and my handset(stolen)..
but a few month later i got a new high end computer and handset for free..
i didnt noticed this until i do some reminiscence of my life. And i thankful to God for the magnificent ways He had done to me :).

Alhamdulilah and Subhanallah.

Friday, May 7, 2010

quote of the day :D

Mark Twain:

It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


look to the sky
and cry
look downward
and be humbled

U are a dot
Lost in the ocean of ignorance
be still and nothing would happen
Do! and there will be motions

A dot can be ripple
If there s a strive,it will thrive
but it has no weight
Smile! for brilliant dot can be heavy ;)

From the east ,walk to the west
Relativity , the beautiful minds
seek the knowledge , seek the rest
Develop ur wisdom ,u ll be the best

Among the first
is the heart
then there s voices of reasons
prevent evil pushing hands
Of the last
the sword of righteous

The color of sorrow
The color of unity
The color of hope
Is darker than black

Tuesday, May 4, 2010


I decided to move my poems from my fb to here also. This place, is , as well my vault of hearts ;) where my feelings reside~

once upon a time , the stupid me become careless and fall in love with a girl that was not on his league. Amist of all that , he had wrote a love poem to convey his feeling. @@ that was 1 year ago.
While organizing his pc's documents , he again stumble with the poem he wrote and smile cuz was amaze on how deep and stupidly he had fallen at that time. and so cuz the poem had just be a little meaning to him he would like to share it to his friends :)

here goes :-

When I last hav a thought of u , it is of always..

When I last think of u , I beg myself for not to…

When I last try to exclude u , ur haunting is forever eternal…

When I last not to love u , thus my soul cease from existence..

I like u so I love u so..

U are there when mine is nowhere..

U always here n always yet no..

Do u like me no ?, do u love me so?..

An image of u is soothing yet of pain..

N ur illusion lingers ,is it of torment or vain?..

To my heart will not assails of fear or death..

Yet it falters for the fragments of only the you.

When u are smiling the rains would stop…

Thus u are the rains-stopper, the vain-killer..

For the rains struck to bitter the only heart..

Thus u are the sky-brighter , the heart-serener..

Ur complexness fathom omni-knowledge..

A mind so beautiful any wisdom would pledge..

Ur words a yonder, unthoughtful riddles..

A word of love , all souls fiddles..

Every time I see u, its like falling from the sky..

For when it fall its hard to breath, the lungs would cry..

Sensation exhilarates, every heart pumps rakes..

The fall is long way to crash, it is an eternal wait..

N when it crash , its for only you..

For every last of u, it s a new falling to love..

Enjoy :P


"Sesungguhnya Kami mengutus kamu dengan membawa kebenaran sebagai pembawa berita gembira dan sebagai pemberi peringatan. Dan tidak ada suatu umat pun melainkan telah ada padanya seorang pemberi peringatan". (AlQuran 35:24)

quote of the day :D

people cant see ur heart dude :) people can only see the you! imitate ur heart!! do what the inside u want u to do, then people can see whats ur hearts worth ;) if they still cant see it..then they are not worth for you~